Today is the 1st day of October. The sky has been a beautiful blue the past 2 days, the temperature has been perfect and I my excitement about new start being right around the corner is growing. I have begun laying out my furniture placements on the floorplan of my new apartment. Tonight I am chilllin and getting ready to continue my packing over the weekend. This will be after a busy Friday tomorrow. I have a doctor's appointment and hoping to finally find out what is wrong with me. If I can just find out what the diagnosis is it will be a lot easier to deal with it and maybe begin making personal plans further down the road rather than just one day at a time.
Bill's 60th birthday is tomorrow so I have shopping to do then taking him out for Japanese food. It is the closest thing to a party that I can come up with considering the time and money restraints. I had ordered an elaborate cake (cake with strawberries) but decided it was a little too much so I cancelled it and will pick up a small cake that will perfect for 3 people. Let's hope that he will regain his sense of direction for his life. I still love him and want someday for us to find out way back together
