Limbo Land

Limbo Land is a lonely place and one that I have found myself in a lot for way too long.  Bill was not only my husband but my best friend and we spent a lot of time together.  This past weekend I have come to the conclusion that in order to move forward out of Limbo Land I need to close the door to the past few years with Bill.  It is time to do what I never thought I would be doing, getting a divorce for the 3rd time.  It doesn't get any easier and when I think about I feel like a failure.  I gave everything I could to keep our marriage together but Bill's dream to be a professional actor was more important than our life together.  When he made this decision he left me hoping he would find his way back but now I have to admit that it is a lost cause.  I am not the failure, I stayed the course we set for our lives.   It is time to move on and find a new path to follow.