Another weekend is coming to a close and I still haven't been able to get motivated to to get the simplest things done in my apartment. My kitchen and bathroom have not been cleaned in maybe 3 months and they are both a disaster. The trash need to be taken to the dumpster, boxes that have sat here since moved in are still sitting in the same place.
I know all of this is due to my depression. Some many people can go one with their lives doing everyday things without thinking about it but me it is difficult. Why have I had to go on for decades living like this? Why can't I break free. I am feeling so overwhelmed.
It is not just many things that I can't get motivated to do it is coping with my chronic illness' that have me feeling defeated. Currently it is the fungal infection on my skin that is a result of the anti-biotics that I have to take for the MRSA sores that keep reoccurring.
I am feeling overwhelmed and defeated by all of this and can't dig myself out so I can enjoy life. I need help.
No comments:
Post a Comment