Today, Memorial Day, 2010 and I am using it as a starting date for my 365 day challenge to get healthy. I weighed this morning, took my measurments and the numbers were startling but not surprising. If I don't do something thing now I am sure that I will end up with high blood pressure, diabetes or something more serious.
Right now I am dealing with Lupus and Fibromyalgia both can go into remission but there is no cure. Getting my weight down and exercising will give me the strength to deal with these diseases.
On a another subject I now know that my separation from Bill will be permanant. Two days ago I stopped by the house to borrow a chair and it was like seeing the house for the first time without the rose colored glasses. The clutter has gotten worse since I moved out and LaDonna and Doug have moved into the house. After 7 years with Bill I now know that he has issues that I can change or fix. We have decided to separate the Verizon account. I brought it up first only to find out that he had already come this decision on his own. He will join LaDonna and Doug on their account. He will be their child now. I am sure that when I file for a divorce he will not be apposed to it as long as he can continue to pursue his dreams. The end will probably happen sometime this summer.
More later......
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